Thursday, February 9, 2012

freakish dream

I just woke up from a freakish nightmare that felt more like it came out from one of those korean scary movies...and i felt like i needed to log this down before i forget it...I also added some pics that i drew from paint so i tried my best.

I can't really remember how the dream started off, but what I remember was that I was in a large room with grey walls and so the environment looked very grey and dark. I was sliding down a zip line in chase of a friend, who was also on the zip line chasing another person in front. So there were 3 ppl on this zip line right now. The person my friend was chasing after was dressed all in white and had a pony tail with dirty blonde hair. From the angry expressions on my friend, it looked like the person in white was a traitor of some sort. I can't remember if my friend was a male or female nor any other description, except that i remember caring about that person, and that's why I was chasing after my friend in case s/he needed help.



Near the end of the zip line, my friend reached to the person in white first, obviously. And they are in a fight and my friend is losing. When I reach there, I don't remember what happened next but I was already laying on the ground only slightly conscious.



In the next scene, when my eyes open up, I saw two IV needles on my right arm, one on the inside of my arm where my elbow bends and the other one near my wrist on the left side. Someone appeared to detach both IV needles off of me, but she left one of those plastic plugs that you would find on a balloon that keeps the air in, and there was a band-aid around it. I felt like I was under a lot of heavy drugs, but when I noticed the plugs, I made an effort to call out to the "nurse" to tell her that she forgot the plugs and that I didn't want them there. But no one listened and I was wheeled into another room.

In the next room, there was only light coming from the projector that was in front of me and a computer screen on a table to the far right. My head kept bobbing from side to side, prolly from the drugs. I hear a "cinch" sound and I think it was someone attaching something to the back of my lower neck. After making that connection, I tried to look over to the computer and I saw someone in front of the computer screen. On the screen, I could only make out "1 of 32 concepts". That person on the computer clicked on it and images started flashing by on the projector. When I see them, I remember telling myself that they looked like events from my childhood memories, except that I couldn't remember them when I was fully conscious. The next thing that popped up on the computer screen read: "Saving 1 of 32 concepts". It made me wonder if these ppl were trying to tap into my unconscious memories??? Then I started panicking in my mind and looked for a way to get out. Then another msg popped up on the computer screen that said "? of 32 concepts". I can't remember the exact number and that's why it's a question mark now. I do remember the person on the computer looking surprised and responded with "Well that's something new." When he clicked on the msg, another set of images flashed by on the projection screen and that's when I passed out.



When I regained consciousness,  I was still in the same room. But the computer screen and projector had been turned off. I still felt very weak in energy level. The person that had attached the thing to my neck was in the process of removing it. After that was detached, she proceeded to remove the tubes that I just noticed that had been attached my IV spots. When the tube was removed from the one on my left wrist, I saw blood coming out of it and I motioned to her about it.




She understood what I was trying to do and she wiped the blood around the plastic plug, but didn't do anything further. I must have given her a look of utter horror cuz she then bent down near to my right ear and said: "Next time, cut it in the middle" as she touched the insertion site of my insulin pump. I think I responded with "What do you mean cut there?" Then something dawned on me and I just remembered that I had been having dreams of someone visiting me to do something at those insertion sites, and this made me realize that those weren't dreams, but that they actually happened.
a sample image of an insertion site for the insulin pump


Then I woke up from my nap. This was so freakishly weird and one of the more vivid dreams that I recalled with this much detail.