...so from the previous update, I had said I was undecided betw the two puma sneakerinas, but I also forgot to mention that they are a lil on the expensive side too....$59 in DSW. so i looked it up on-line since I couldn't stop thinking about it and found that to be the lowest price available. Then the next morning, I remembered that I had these MACY's discount cards!!!! they were selling it for $65, and after the 20% discount, it would be $52, so of course, i went to macy's asap and got them. and oh yea, I got the green one; i was so happy to see annie's choice in her comment after i bought it too =P
but while I was doing enee-menee-minee-moe betw the 2 shoes before check-out, i was also trying out other sneakers there. I tried on the shape-ups and toners shoes b/c of all the raves about how beneficial they are, but when I walked in them, they felt weird. it wasn't uncomfortable, but when i took a step, there would be some sort of bulge that pressed up on my arch, which I am guessing is for the arch support, but it felt so weird. But then I saw these Easy Spirit sneakers that looked kinda like the shape-ups in terms of the bulkiness, but they felt SOOOOOOO much better! It felt like I wasn't wearing anything at ALL. it was just SUPER weightless thanks to their anti-gravity shoe "technology"!
this would be great for my feet, but it was $85 0_0 It wasn't so stylish, so I wouldn't wear it on a regular basis, but I will get myself a pair from this brand some time in the future ^_^)Y
Another thing that I've been doing recently is watching alot of hair tutorials on youtube. Watching theses vids can be so relaxing, but actually doing the hair tutorials never works for me but I still watch them cuz there are some techniques that I can work with, but just not for the hair style demonstrated in the video. While I was watching Loepsie's video on making curls with a sock bun, my eye caught on this Secret to Clear Skin video. It had a lot of viewerships so I clicked on it and I instantly fell in love with this girl. I know a lot of ppl like to watch Michelle Phan, but I like bubzbeauty's channel cuz she's soooooo adorable and i LOVE LOVE LOVE her accent! I am just so drawn to her voice even tho I can never do any of her tutorials since i hardly have any basic cosmetic necessities anyways. This past weekend has just been a bubszbeauty video marathon and get so happy every time she mentions eyebrow grooming before any make up tutorial cuz i think doing your eyebrows is an important area that is often sadly neglected. And there have been some products that she mentions so many times in her vids that she's got me convinced to get them too like eyebrow pencil and comb, concealer, and BB cream. But out of those, BB cream is what I want to get my hands (or face) on the most and I will make a stop to a sephora or other beauty department store to try to find the brand that would work for me since I have such sensitive skin.
my sanctuary for all my private thoughts and struggles w/ life as a 22 yr old urban gal...
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
shoes...gah plz choose yourselves!
I've visited DSW twice in the past month already and I always going in not needing a shoe but always leaving like I'm abandoning a baby in there t_t
Every summer, I tend to buy myself a new pair of sandals, even tho they're not good for diabetic feet, but this habit has always been in-grained into me. But since I will be working in a lab for summer work, I wanted something not open-toed, but not sneakers either, and I found it today!
It's ..
There's a pink and red version too, but I like these two colors the best! The black one is more versatile and subdued and won't get dirtied-looking as easily, but I like the green one too cuz it's so bright green and CUTE and SUMMERY! I am practically torn betw the two >.< ..aigoo
Every summer, I tend to buy myself a new pair of sandals, even tho they're not good for diabetic feet, but this habit has always been in-grained into me. But since I will be working in a lab for summer work, I wanted something not open-toed, but not sneakers either, and I found it today!
It's ..
PUMA Women's Sneakerina Slip-On Mary Jane Sneaker
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| BLACK |
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| WHITE/GREEN |
There's a pink and red version too, but I like these two colors the best! The black one is more versatile and subdued and won't get dirtied-looking as easily, but I like the green one too cuz it's so bright green and CUTE and SUMMERY! I am practically torn betw the two >.< ..aigoo
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| I took this pic at the store and my feet just didn't want to let them go! |
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Ice Cream, Bags & Crumbs
Yesterday was Ben & Jerry's Free Cone giveaway in celebration for they (insert year) anniversary! So after work, I went to the nearest participating shop, which was in Macy's Herald Sq (4th Fl). When I went on the queue, there were like 20 ppl ahead of me, but in like 2 mins, I was up to the counter cuz there were like 10 scoopers on call. My lil sis finished volunteering at Beth Israel Med Cntr and joined as well. She got there before me, but she asked for chocolate. She regretted this flavor immediately and asked me to get her the strawberry so we can switch. Being the elder sister that I am and since there weren't that many flavors available (chocolate, vanilla, strawberry, late-nite snack, cookie n' cream, and maybe 1 or 2 more), I didn't mind switching. Sorry for the bad quality, I was using my phone cam.
Every time I'm in Macy's, I can't resist taking a look around the 1st floor collection of hand bags. I'm starting to really like these mini-cross-body bags and love see the different styles they come in:
I don't know why so many women like COACH, but the reason I don't is b/c I don't like it's logo all over the bag. But the only COACH bag that I've come to like and would buy was this one. This bag is sooo small that I probably can only fit 2 fists in here but it looks so unique tho, kinda like a beetle lols
And if the bag is vintage style, I like them even MORE!!!!! so i almost had a bag-gasm when i saw FOSSIL's collection of vintage bags. I just love the leather straps, leather material, double-buckle thing, etc <3
I saw a nice lil knapsack and green purse that would be perfect for looking cute in the summer season:


Then I made my way into the scarves section and I couldn't resist looking and feeling them. I really liked this silky-wavy brown scarf from Ralph Lauren. I'm also starting to like these scarves that has this tapestry feel to it.
Finally, there was a new Crumbs bake shop opening on 2 Park Ave (betw. 32&33 St). And apparently, every time a new shop opens up, they give away free cupcakes and they were doing just that for the first 1000 visitors.
They open at 7am and when I got there at around 8:45 am, there was a line of course. But luckily, I was customer #150 something b/c when I left the store, I heard the cashier tell a lady she was #161. There were so many toppings/flavors and the cupcakes were huge too. They weren't the taster's size, but the signature size, which is like bigger than my fist! I overheard that the carrot cake one was sold out, so that one must be a popular one, and I saw that the red velvet was running out as well. I was tempted by the cappucino and tiramisu and peanut butter flavors, but I eventually decided on one =D
My review of the GRASSHOPPER:
I didn't know what I was expecting, but from the rave reviews about Crumbs cupcakes, I think I may have been expecting too much. It had the texture taste of any cupcake I've eaten before, but with just the right amount of moisture that I like. I mean, you can see the moisture glistening on the chocolate cake after so many hours. I like mint, but a lot of ppl think it tastes like toothpaste, and for me, the mint flavored creme cheese they used here did leave a toothpaste-like taste on my tongue. It wasn't a particularly bad thing, but it was a factor that made me decide not to get this one again. But I had no problem at with the mint chocolate chips. This cupcake looks like sugar overload (but what cupcake isn't?), but I didn't think the cake part tasted as sweet as I thought it would be, which was better for me. The part that you can really taste the excess sweetness would prolly be in the green cream.
Anyways, this was a nice Crumbs experience. I think this cupcake has satisfied my cupcake craving for the year too! I'm more of a person into the cake rather than the cupcake. But I do want to try Magnolia Bakery, so that will be my next stop! =D
Every time I'm in Macy's, I can't resist taking a look around the 1st floor collection of hand bags. I'm starting to really like these mini-cross-body bags and love see the different styles they come in:
I don't know why so many women like COACH, but the reason I don't is b/c I don't like it's logo all over the bag. But the only COACH bag that I've come to like and would buy was this one. This bag is sooo small that I probably can only fit 2 fists in here but it looks so unique tho, kinda like a beetle lols
And if the bag is vintage style, I like them even MORE!!!!! so i almost had a bag-gasm when i saw FOSSIL's collection of vintage bags. I just love the leather straps, leather material, double-buckle thing, etc <3
I saw a nice lil knapsack and green purse that would be perfect for looking cute in the summer season:


Then I made my way into the scarves section and I couldn't resist looking and feeling them. I really liked this silky-wavy brown scarf from Ralph Lauren. I'm also starting to like these scarves that has this tapestry feel to it.
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| Ralph Lauren silky scarf |
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| tapestry-like scarf |
Finally, there was a new Crumbs bake shop opening on 2 Park Ave (betw. 32&33 St). And apparently, every time a new shop opens up, they give away free cupcakes and they were doing just that for the first 1000 visitors.
They open at 7am and when I got there at around 8:45 am, there was a line of course. But luckily, I was customer #150 something b/c when I left the store, I heard the cashier tell a lady she was #161. There were so many toppings/flavors and the cupcakes were huge too. They weren't the taster's size, but the signature size, which is like bigger than my fist! I overheard that the carrot cake one was sold out, so that one must be a popular one, and I saw that the red velvet was running out as well. I was tempted by the cappucino and tiramisu and peanut butter flavors, but I eventually decided on one =D
| Can you guess which one was inside? ^_^ |
| top-view or just more cupcake cam whoring just looking at this pic again makes me want to pick out those chocolate chips one by one |
My review of the GRASSHOPPER:
I didn't know what I was expecting, but from the rave reviews about Crumbs cupcakes, I think I may have been expecting too much. It had the texture taste of any cupcake I've eaten before, but with just the right amount of moisture that I like. I mean, you can see the moisture glistening on the chocolate cake after so many hours. I like mint, but a lot of ppl think it tastes like toothpaste, and for me, the mint flavored creme cheese they used here did leave a toothpaste-like taste on my tongue. It wasn't a particularly bad thing, but it was a factor that made me decide not to get this one again. But I had no problem at with the mint chocolate chips. This cupcake looks like sugar overload (but what cupcake isn't?), but I didn't think the cake part tasted as sweet as I thought it would be, which was better for me. The part that you can really taste the excess sweetness would prolly be in the green cream.
Anyways, this was a nice Crumbs experience. I think this cupcake has satisfied my cupcake craving for the year too! I'm more of a person into the cake rather than the cupcake. But I do want to try Magnolia Bakery, so that will be my next stop! =D
| I ate it at home after work b/c I didn't want a sugar rush so early in the morning. Boy, don't I look like a hot mess! and I did share this with my lil sister, hahas |
Monday, April 11, 2011
Diana's 23rd bday
Diana's bday was on 04/02, but she celebrated with her Francis Lewis gang and me this past Saturday nite. We ate at Cafe Mogador in St. Mark's place. I had seen one of my friends post up pics on Facebook of her going there (no, i wasn't being a stalker -_-) and the name sounded interesting and when I saw so many good reviews on yelp.com, I knew I wanted to visit this place sometime in the future. But it was mainly cuz I wanted to try Moroccan food. I learned about the country Morocco in my french class back in hs, and the name of this arabian country just sounded so exotic, I even thought about adding it to my list of countries to visit for the future.
After reading the reviews on yelp, I decided to go with Lamb Tagine since so many ppl were recommending it, but I still wasn't sure on the sauce. I eventually went with the Casablanca sauce (chickpeas, raisins, onions), but I had wanted the Charmoulla (spicy green sauce), but too bad it was spicy. I didn't know what to expect, but the lamb was really good, but only texture-wise. The meat was tender and fell off the bone easily, which i love. But for flavor, it was quite lack luster. If I ever come back, I will get it with the spicy green sauce just for that added kick. I also got a small plate of cous cous, which was better than I expected. I've had cous cous once before, but it was so long ago that I wanted to renew my taste of it. Diana said it tasted hair-like, but what I tasted was more fluffy and I enjoyed it very much. I think I liked my cous cous more than the entree lols
Annie got the Chicken tagine with the apricots and prune sauce, and it was surprisingly very tasty. I almost wished I had her dish instead. Christina got the grilled chicken and this is her picking out the onions. I never knew she didn't like onions o.0 I think i can understand why b/c the taste is strong esp for the purple kind, but caramelized onions are SOOOO good in your hamburger/hero! Wendy got the steak with salad and fries. Her medium-rare steak was good even tho it was my first time eating any meat medium-rare. and then I forget what others got, but here is the group shot!
After dinner, the gang walked hung out around the hipster neighborhood. Someone wanted fro-yo (i'm thinking it was jas), and so, Diana brought us to 16 handles. This place charges by the weight, so it can get pretty pricey if you're not careful (sneaky business tactic >.<). But at least we were able to try out the diff. flavors before making the final decision. I went with the mint chocolate and the euro tart (which really tasted like pinkberry flavor). The cheesecake flavor was a disappointment, but the blackberry one surprisingly good. For the toppings, I got peanut butter cups (which were so yummy), mochi (meh), gummy bears (threw out cuz they weren't gummy), and prolly something else but i forgot. I didnt get the cheesecake balls based on the yogurt flavor, but now I wished I did cuz the others said it was better tasting. *smacks my forehead for forgetting to take a pic of the moment*
With our sweet tooth satisfied, it was time to part ways =( But Lily, Jas, and Annie wanted to pre-game at a bar since they were going to dance away at Sutra Lounge later. Tiff and I went with them to spend a lil more time together. When the bouncer checked my ID last, he said (not asked) "You all born in the same year?" and we were, but was that so strange for a group of friends going to a bar? *shrugs* The place was loud, and I don't like that cuz it's hard to hear what others are saying. The noise completely turned me off until we got our drinks. We clicked on our $2 tequila shots (which I could only finish in 3 separate times since it was so strong). The others got beer as well and it tasted refreshing (esp for just a buck!). I've always preferred beer over shots cuz it's cheaper and not throat-burning (which is the part some ppl find the thrill in, but not for me *shakes head*). Then it got awkward standing around in the bar and we just kept looking around ourselves. Then I left the bar with Tiff to go home.
But I had remember reading in the amNY of a free coffee party event taking place in chelsea. Since the nite was still young, I didn't go home just yet. It was an after-party for this barista competition and so I thought, free coffee and possibly alcohol? Besides, I wanted to feel more caffeinated than inebriated. It was sheer torture for my feet on heels to walk 3 avenues, and when I got there, I noticed a bunch of young, 20-something year olds in front of the High Line loft building. While I waited for the elevator, I overheard another attendee saying this event was offered free beer to the city and that's why so many ppl were there. And hearing that kinda prepped me for the coffee let down when I got to the 5th floor. It was a huge room with just bare white walls and filled with ppl holding beer bottles and a projector screen showing the barista championship. I looked around a lil more and there was no pro barista person making coffee that I had conjured up in my mind. Not to make the trip go to waste, I grabbed 2 beer bottles. I could have stayed a bit longer since many of the ppl were good looking, but my feet just wanted me to leave.
After reading the reviews on yelp, I decided to go with Lamb Tagine since so many ppl were recommending it, but I still wasn't sure on the sauce. I eventually went with the Casablanca sauce (chickpeas, raisins, onions), but I had wanted the Charmoulla (spicy green sauce), but too bad it was spicy. I didn't know what to expect, but the lamb was really good, but only texture-wise. The meat was tender and fell off the bone easily, which i love. But for flavor, it was quite lack luster. If I ever come back, I will get it with the spicy green sauce just for that added kick. I also got a small plate of cous cous, which was better than I expected. I've had cous cous once before, but it was so long ago that I wanted to renew my taste of it. Diana said it tasted hair-like, but what I tasted was more fluffy and I enjoyed it very much. I think I liked my cous cous more than the entree lols
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| *stolen from annie's album* |
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| *stolen from annie's album* |
After dinner, the gang walked hung out around the hipster neighborhood. Someone wanted fro-yo (i'm thinking it was jas), and so, Diana brought us to 16 handles. This place charges by the weight, so it can get pretty pricey if you're not careful (sneaky business tactic >.<). But at least we were able to try out the diff. flavors before making the final decision. I went with the mint chocolate and the euro tart (which really tasted like pinkberry flavor). The cheesecake flavor was a disappointment, but the blackberry one surprisingly good. For the toppings, I got peanut butter cups (which were so yummy), mochi (meh), gummy bears (threw out cuz they weren't gummy), and prolly something else but i forgot. I didnt get the cheesecake balls based on the yogurt flavor, but now I wished I did cuz the others said it was better tasting. *smacks my forehead for forgetting to take a pic of the moment*
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| *stolen from annie's album* |
With our sweet tooth satisfied, it was time to part ways =( But Lily, Jas, and Annie wanted to pre-game at a bar since they were going to dance away at Sutra Lounge later. Tiff and I went with them to spend a lil more time together. When the bouncer checked my ID last, he said (not asked) "You all born in the same year?" and we were, but was that so strange for a group of friends going to a bar? *shrugs* The place was loud, and I don't like that cuz it's hard to hear what others are saying. The noise completely turned me off until we got our drinks. We clicked on our $2 tequila shots (which I could only finish in 3 separate times since it was so strong). The others got beer as well and it tasted refreshing (esp for just a buck!). I've always preferred beer over shots cuz it's cheaper and not throat-burning (which is the part some ppl find the thrill in, but not for me *shakes head*). Then it got awkward standing around in the bar and we just kept looking around ourselves. Then I left the bar with Tiff to go home.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
T_T ...好失败
Today was my road test. I had a lesson before I took the test and during the lesson, I felt that I would do bad on the parking since it wasn't really my forte. So the inspector came, but I was calm cuz looking nervous is a big no-no. I felt confident during the entire test, except the parking cuz I bumped on the curb...like really hard but I did do a fix for it...i think. But anyways, when the test ended, she told me "You need to work more on your steering and parking, and then you can retake the test." And I said, "Retake the test?". "Yes", she said. and my heart just sank T_T
the other girl taking the test after me passed ::sigh:: hurray for her. I looked at my road test results and saw that I had 60 points taken off when 30 pts was the max to pass. I got points taken off for poor judgment approaching or at intersections, turning too widely for both left and right, failure to adequately observe/use caution, excessive maneuvers in parking, poor engine control/acceleration, and poor steering control. I can understand the parking part, but I had no idea I was doing so badly on the other parts. I really thought I did a good job. It just came as a complete shock. The entire trip back to the auto school was depressing. I'm not even sure if I want to continue going back to that school, but I had so much lessons on that car, I don't really have a choice after scaring my cousin away from helping me anymore. I guess I'm just going to have to take another lesson or two, and retake the road test. But I'm not sure about the road test location though.
So I FAILED. I was really hoping to pass on my first try.
Later that day, I joined my lil sis for yoga. She's been going to a place in St. Mark's known as Yoga to the People. They provide free sessions for 1 hr every day of the week. I bought my $20 mat from BB&B or else I had to rent a mat for $2 from the place. It was located right next to a korean resto that I had gone to before (and which I nvr noticed the yoga place before).
We were buzzed thru the door and walked several flights of stairs up, and there was a musty-like smell. We took off our shoes before walking into the studio and I thought there were a lot of ppl there already. But my lil sis told me that today actually had a lot less ppl b/c there were times when the mats were only an inch apart from the neighbors while there was almost 6 inches of space today. She thinks it's cuz the ppl rather enjoy the nice weather we got today. But it's still good to arrive 10-15 mins early since they close the door at the dot. The lights were a bit on the amber side and it was stuffy. It didn't help either that it reached like 70 degrees outside. The windows were closed shut when I wanted them open, but my lil sis said the hotter it is, the better cuz the heat promoted sweating better. But this place was stuffy like a sauna, and I was breaking a sweat even before I sat down on my new lite blue mat. I laid down my mat next to my lil sis and started stretching a lil bit and chit-chatting with my lil sis's friend who was also there as well. I noticed that there were a lot of girls, but some guys as well, and 95% of the attendees were like betw 20-30 yrs old since this is near NYU.
So the session began at 6pm. I didn't know what to expect except to sweat a lot, and boy did I sweat loads. Holding the poses was the hardest part and that made me sweat the most. I took yoga in HS and nvr had such a workout as I did here. My palms became sweaty and sweat was just sliding down the side of my face and meeting at my chin as droplets, but it felt GOOD. I heard other ppl making hisses, aahhs, and other noises as they breathed. It felt GREAT cuz I was having a crappy day from my failed road test and I was channeling all my energy to not let the setback affect me, and it worked.
The instructor would walk around and give out directions, but I mostly tried to follow my lil sis since I wasn't familiar with all the poses' names. And there was a female TA there to help out as well. Near the end, the lights got dimmer and I can tell that we were doing poses that were meant to cool us off cuz I didn't even need my towel to wipe myself, but I will next time cuz I see a pimple developing on my forehead as I am typing this.
At the final stage, the light was turned off except for the natural light from the sunset, and we lay down listening to this Tibetan Singing Bowl. Of course she was playing it from her ipod but this was a special sort of meditation music. It sounded like something striking a metal bowl and then using the striker to run around the rim of the bowl. This made a strange effect to my ears and mind, almost as if it was trying to buzz out my thoughts b/c it was really loud, but at the same time, relaxing. It kinda sounded like what the Tibetan monks would play with that swiveling thing they usually carry around in the movies. It made me feel like I was floating. [My lil sis would later tell me after the session that she was distracted by some girl next to her who had gotten up during the Tibetan singing bowl part to go the bathroom, and the bathroom door had slammed behind her as well. She later overheard the instructor telling the girl to go to the bathroom after the session is over since she disturbed the music vibrations. I, on the other hand, didn't hear any of this lols cuz I was that concentrated on the music.]
After the buzzing faded, I remained in my position for a lil while longer before getting up to change. There was no more sweat on me, but my pony tail felt a lil sticky. As I left, it felt a lil bit awkward with the instructor at the door with her box of donations. But she greeted everybody out and I said thank yous and that was it. And I am sooooo coming back here again.
the other girl taking the test after me passed ::sigh:: hurray for her. I looked at my road test results and saw that I had 60 points taken off when 30 pts was the max to pass. I got points taken off for poor judgment approaching or at intersections, turning too widely for both left and right, failure to adequately observe/use caution, excessive maneuvers in parking, poor engine control/acceleration, and poor steering control. I can understand the parking part, but I had no idea I was doing so badly on the other parts. I really thought I did a good job. It just came as a complete shock. The entire trip back to the auto school was depressing. I'm not even sure if I want to continue going back to that school, but I had so much lessons on that car, I don't really have a choice after scaring my cousin away from helping me anymore. I guess I'm just going to have to take another lesson or two, and retake the road test. But I'm not sure about the road test location though.
So I FAILED. I was really hoping to pass on my first try.
Later that day, I joined my lil sis for yoga. She's been going to a place in St. Mark's known as Yoga to the People. They provide free sessions for 1 hr every day of the week. I bought my $20 mat from BB&B or else I had to rent a mat for $2 from the place. It was located right next to a korean resto that I had gone to before (and which I nvr noticed the yoga place before).
We were buzzed thru the door and walked several flights of stairs up, and there was a musty-like smell. We took off our shoes before walking into the studio and I thought there were a lot of ppl there already. But my lil sis told me that today actually had a lot less ppl b/c there were times when the mats were only an inch apart from the neighbors while there was almost 6 inches of space today. She thinks it's cuz the ppl rather enjoy the nice weather we got today. But it's still good to arrive 10-15 mins early since they close the door at the dot. The lights were a bit on the amber side and it was stuffy. It didn't help either that it reached like 70 degrees outside. The windows were closed shut when I wanted them open, but my lil sis said the hotter it is, the better cuz the heat promoted sweating better. But this place was stuffy like a sauna, and I was breaking a sweat even before I sat down on my new lite blue mat. I laid down my mat next to my lil sis and started stretching a lil bit and chit-chatting with my lil sis's friend who was also there as well. I noticed that there were a lot of girls, but some guys as well, and 95% of the attendees were like betw 20-30 yrs old since this is near NYU.
So the session began at 6pm. I didn't know what to expect except to sweat a lot, and boy did I sweat loads. Holding the poses was the hardest part and that made me sweat the most. I took yoga in HS and nvr had such a workout as I did here. My palms became sweaty and sweat was just sliding down the side of my face and meeting at my chin as droplets, but it felt GOOD. I heard other ppl making hisses, aahhs, and other noises as they breathed. It felt GREAT cuz I was having a crappy day from my failed road test and I was channeling all my energy to not let the setback affect me, and it worked.
The instructor would walk around and give out directions, but I mostly tried to follow my lil sis since I wasn't familiar with all the poses' names. And there was a female TA there to help out as well. Near the end, the lights got dimmer and I can tell that we were doing poses that were meant to cool us off cuz I didn't even need my towel to wipe myself, but I will next time cuz I see a pimple developing on my forehead as I am typing this.
At the final stage, the light was turned off except for the natural light from the sunset, and we lay down listening to this Tibetan Singing Bowl. Of course she was playing it from her ipod but this was a special sort of meditation music. It sounded like something striking a metal bowl and then using the striker to run around the rim of the bowl. This made a strange effect to my ears and mind, almost as if it was trying to buzz out my thoughts b/c it was really loud, but at the same time, relaxing. It kinda sounded like what the Tibetan monks would play with that swiveling thing they usually carry around in the movies. It made me feel like I was floating. [My lil sis would later tell me after the session that she was distracted by some girl next to her who had gotten up during the Tibetan singing bowl part to go the bathroom, and the bathroom door had slammed behind her as well. She later overheard the instructor telling the girl to go to the bathroom after the session is over since she disturbed the music vibrations. I, on the other hand, didn't hear any of this lols cuz I was that concentrated on the music.]
After the buzzing faded, I remained in my position for a lil while longer before getting up to change. There was no more sweat on me, but my pony tail felt a lil sticky. As I left, it felt a lil bit awkward with the instructor at the door with her box of donations. But she greeted everybody out and I said thank yous and that was it. And I am sooooo coming back here again.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
nervious
So my road test is this friday in Red Hook, Brooklyn and I am as nervous as wreck just typing this >.<
I still need to work on my turns and tunnel vision =_=
And I have recently become obsessed with the Aromatherapy hand cream line from Bath & Body Works! I apply a lot of lotion/cream on since I have dry skin and I have been using Cetaphil since I was diagnosed with eczema, so I've always stayed away from skin care that had any smell/fragrance to it since it's usually the chemicals behind the scent that can irritate my skin. But when my lil sis bought these beautifully aromatic scented hand cream, I had to try them..just a lil dab and I was in love! and thank fully i've had no allergic rxn to them..yet xD
This is the Sleep hand cream and I absolutely LOVE LOVE this scent! I think anything with lavender has that soothing-lulling effect, but I never believed it until I tried this. I sleep like a baby with this on before I hit the bed. I'm thinking about getting the Pillow Mist to spray on my pillow cuz I want to keep smelling it as I dream 8D ..or drool
This is the Stress Relief hand cream. I like putting this on during the day and smelling it before I head out kinda does clear out my head. I applied a lot of during my GRE exam, and I'm not saying it didn't stop me from perspiring cold sweat, but at least it kept my head together. I'm sniffing it as I type too. I think I'm going to bring this with me to the road test too, if i remember..
This is the Energy hand cream. I don't get to use this one often enough since my lil sis carries it around with her all the time. I don't feel a difference in energy level after I use it, but the scent has a good balance to it for those who like orange/ginger scents. It's not too citrusy and the ginger is not too strong either.
Each category actually has two scents so there's Lavender Vanilla for sleep, Tranquil Mint for stress relief, and Mandarin lime for energy. I'm thinking about visiting a store sometime in the future to smell those out. The only category that my lil sis didn't get was for Sensuality and this has scents in Black Currant Vanilla and Jasmine Vanilla. From the online reviews, these are more on the sweet smelling side.
These sold for $10 each, but they have sales like buy 2, get 1 free those kinda things. These also come in pillow mist spray, body lotion, body mist, massage oil, body wash, hand soap, sudsing scrub, shampoo & conditioner, bath salts, and prolly more forms. I really like their packaging and the colors. I'm starting to think it's their marketing labels that's buying me out b/c every time I read the labels, i want to just keep applying them on me.
Overall, the aromatherapy line does not guarantee all the things that is written on the label, BUT for me, it def works in calming my nerves down and helping me sleep better...making me feel more of a happy and chirpy person =D
I still need to work on my turns and tunnel vision =_=
And I have recently become obsessed with the Aromatherapy hand cream line from Bath & Body Works! I apply a lot of lotion/cream on since I have dry skin and I have been using Cetaphil since I was diagnosed with eczema, so I've always stayed away from skin care that had any smell/fragrance to it since it's usually the chemicals behind the scent that can irritate my skin. But when my lil sis bought these beautifully aromatic scented hand cream, I had to try them..just a lil dab and I was in love! and thank fully i've had no allergic rxn to them..yet xD
"Sleep Well. Lavender Essential Oil soothes and calms so you can sleep better. Chamomile Essential Oil has a lulling effect to enhance sleep."
This is the Sleep hand cream and I absolutely LOVE LOVE this scent! I think anything with lavender has that soothing-lulling effect, but I never believed it until I tried this. I sleep like a baby with this on before I hit the bed. I'm thinking about getting the Pillow Mist to spray on my pillow cuz I want to keep smelling it as I dream 8D ..or drool
"Think clearly. Eucalyptus Essential Oil clears the mind to improve concentration. Spearmint Essential Oil is uplifting and helps the mind to focus."
"Boost your energy. Orange Essential Oil refreshes and uplifts to relieve tension. Ginger Essential Oil stimulates the soul and sharpens the senses."
This is the Energy hand cream. I don't get to use this one often enough since my lil sis carries it around with her all the time. I don't feel a difference in energy level after I use it, but the scent has a good balance to it for those who like orange/ginger scents. It's not too citrusy and the ginger is not too strong either.
Each category actually has two scents so there's Lavender Vanilla for sleep, Tranquil Mint for stress relief, and Mandarin lime for energy. I'm thinking about visiting a store sometime in the future to smell those out. The only category that my lil sis didn't get was for Sensuality and this has scents in Black Currant Vanilla and Jasmine Vanilla. From the online reviews, these are more on the sweet smelling side.
These sold for $10 each, but they have sales like buy 2, get 1 free those kinda things. These also come in pillow mist spray, body lotion, body mist, massage oil, body wash, hand soap, sudsing scrub, shampoo & conditioner, bath salts, and prolly more forms. I really like their packaging and the colors. I'm starting to think it's their marketing labels that's buying me out b/c every time I read the labels, i want to just keep applying them on me.
Overall, the aromatherapy line does not guarantee all the things that is written on the label, BUT for me, it def works in calming my nerves down and helping me sleep better...making me feel more of a happy and chirpy person =D
Friday, March 11, 2011
P.S.
I (think) I want to go to grad school now. But I need to write my personal statement. I have been trying to gather info for it about a week already, but I seem to be lacking in inspiration. What story am I going to tell? I just keep staring at my blinking cursor... I will post up a draft of it here when I complete my 1st draft.
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UPDATE: I finally finished the 1st draft of my PS! I've sent to my career center since they proof-read PS's before sending it to my professor to read.
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UPDATE: I finally finished the 1st draft of my PS! I've sent to my career center since they proof-read PS's before sending it to my professor to read.
1ST Draft: 03/11 – 03/15/2011
I am applying for the PhD program in Chemical Engineering and how I came to that decision all began while I was still attending Brooklyn Technical High School. I was given a homework assignment to summarize newspaper articles, and since I already had an interest in the sciences, I went straight to the Science section of the New York Times. I was browsing through the pages when I came across an article entitled “Not Science Fiction: An Elevator to Space.” I was immediately drawn to it as I wondered as to how the author was going to convince me that a space elevator was not an artisan’s fantasy.
As I continued to read further, it became more difficult to contain my excitement at all the possibilities that would abound from this project development. Although the space elevator is still in its conceptual phase, it already holds many promising advantages including easier access to space, lowered costs in launching spacecrafts, commercial exploitation, and others, in which, all makes way for more enabling technologies. In fact, the logistics of the building plan are already underway; however, the current technology is still not up to par with the visionary’s standards.
The space elevator construction has come to represent an enormous engineering feat. One of the most problematic features is the cable material. The material requirements called for something that is light-weight and yet, strong enough to support several tons. Neither steel nor any other material at the time offered a viable solution, until the spur in nanotube research in the 1990s. Carbon nanotube is an active area of study due to its many attractive properties and potential capabilities in mechanical and electronic applications. However, the longest nanotube created thus far has only been a few centimeters long, and hence, more research work is necessary. Overcoming this obstacle and others to come is what I envisioned myself in partaking.
In college, I selected my major in chemistry because I wanted to understand the underlying science and theories that could potentially be applied in material research. In addition, the chemistry curriculum incorporated a rigorous amount of chemistry, physics, and math courses that would be practical for my studies since material science is a special field of the multinterdisciplinary nature. I was also interested in doing research in carbon nanotubes and other related nanosciences since there is still so much to learn from them before they can be applied on a grander scale. At the Stony Brook University, I participated in a short-term project under Dr. Katarzyna Sawicka, where my lab group analyzed nanofibers generated from the electrospinning technique. After I transferred to the City College of New York to complete my undergraduate studies, I joined Dr. Zhonghua Yu’s laboratory, where Raman spectroscopy was being used to study the electronic properties of carbon nanotubes. I learned to operate Raman spectroscopy-related instruments to collect images and spectra, compile the data into graphs using ORIGIN software, and analyze the data displayed. In addition to developing my lab skills, I delved into almost every aspect of the research process – conducting literature searches, recording data into log books, following lab protocol, writing lab reports in an academic journal fashion, attending departmental seminars, presenting a PowerPoint media on my work, and editing draft versions of article submittals. My contributions to this research have already been published in the Journal of Physical Chemistry and Carbon, and one article to be published in the Annual of City College Exemplary Science Students Research.
When I graduated from the City College of New York with a B.S. degree and awarded with the Ward Medal & J. Birnbaum Scholarship in Chemistry, I was hesitant to admit immediately into graduate school. My initial intention was to enter the private industry before obtaining a higher degree. Unfortunately, for the past year I have been unsuccessful in this endeavor and only found success in jobs unrelated to my career interests. After several interview setbacks, I eventually came to realize that I needed more experience and specialized knowledge, of which I can only obtain from graduate school. After reviewing the list of courses offered at the Grove School of Engineering, I immediately knew that I wanted to apply for the PhD program in the Department of Chemical Engineering. By attending courses such as advanced materials engineering, polymer science, and nanotechnology, I felt confident that the work done there would equip me with the skills and knowledge that I need in making the most effective contribution to the field.
I am also particularly attracted to one of the research areas undertaken by the chemical engineering department, which is nanomaterials and self assembly. Dr. Alexander Couzis and his research group are engaged in multiple research ventures and I am primarily interested in their molecular engineering project involving chemically functionalized nanoisland surfaces. This project would allow me to make the best use of my education as this research requires an in-depth chemical science understanding at the molecular level as well as applying the appropriate engineering techniques in acquiring the desired functionalities. In addition, I would be able to learn more about the process of self-assembly since I have yet to gain exposure to this interesting phenomenology. In the mechanical engineering department, I am also intrigued by the work done by Dr. Jackie J. Li and her lab. Since I had previously studied the characterization of single-walled carbon nanotubes in my undergraduate research, I can now extend further in Dr. Li’s experimental investigations of the mechanical and electrical properties of carbon nanotubes and other nanocomposites. In addition, I wish to apply the molecular mechanics based approach that she had developed for evaluating the elastic properties of both single- and multi-walled carbon nanotubes since this study makes a significant impact in fabricating nanomaterials for mechanical purposes.
I want to thank my undergraduate research mentor, Dr. Yu, for providing me the opportunity to engage in hands-on work in nanoscience research and develop lab skills that are essential to my intellectual pursuits. This experience showed me that the field of nanotechnology is broad and broader still in the areas that remain undiscovered or unascertained. At the City College of New York, by including an engineering perspective alongside my background in chemistry, I can make a larger step forward in expanding the current knowledge base in nanotechnology and developing novel nanomaterials that can become potentially applicable for building the space elevator or other commercial enterprises.
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